Love Life

Start all over

2010-10-18T13:39:00.002+08:00

Anticipating for a new start all over again.
I fell and now i am going to pick myself up again.
Alot of things are to be cleared in my mind.
I am stronger than that.. I believe i can make it through..

Worried sick for my result but i know what's done is done.
Not gonna run away from fact. I will face it strong.
Day is always there after night.

Sorted my heart. I'm gonna make my stand. I need a new environment to grow.
I cant afford to lose the most important person in my life.
He is always and always the reason i stayed.

Awful,awful feeling needs to end. Guilt and fear need to subside.
2yrs of nightmare is long enough to torture.
No more no more. Got to say no to things i don't want.

Realisation

2010-10-13T07:35:00.002+08:00

Realised there's still more about me:)
Rejective words is something i never like to use.
Good and bad. It brings me lots of opportunities! no doubt.
Excepts it also caught me stuck in lots of stituation i don't like.
I am a 'S' person. Yes! This totally means i am a yes man.
Not sure when it happens. But i have changed from IC to IS. Never a D i realised.
hahaha....

Flickle Minded

2010-10-10T21:47:00.004+08:00

VS

Got Iphone4 today, but wasn't contented.
Doesn't like the phone actually. hmmm.......
Bought it probably because most of my friends are using.
Saw my idea phone x5-01 :)
So beautiful! But lack of courage to get that just now.
This is just so me. Never trusted on my own decision.
I have this weird mentality that people are always right! People's view are always best!
hahah...
I guess Erikson is right! I didn't develop well in that area:)
Thanks to Mum n Dad!
Probably that's why i need God in my life :)

Fell in love

2010-10-08T21:24:00.003+08:00

Falling in love with things that not supposed.... Good , Bad cant be measured but definately mess up!

Hearing voices of my heart

2010-10-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

These words were spoken years ago. But it only started ringing at my heart today.
Never knew that, "that" was real, only until today. :)
To all stubborn people out there:
"no harm giving it a try, you aren't always right even though it really seems to. "

2010-08-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

Mundane

2010-08-17T18:11:00.001+08:00

School, Work and church...

Family, Friends and me.....

Stress, fun and influence......

New ME

2010-08-17T18:10:00.001+08:00

That's It~

Fear

2010-07-02T18:22:00.002+08:00

Fear does gripped me this time.
Uncertainty stresses the fine vein of mine.
How? Is the question I definitely will know.
But it just cant stop prompting my heart.
"O God! Would mercy comes again this time?"
I cried out, knowing no matter what HE will.
Because of LOVE.

New alway surpasses the past

2010-06-25T08:30:00.002+08:00

Looking back at some of the old blogs, made me felt pinched. Things just changes so rapidly with time. The people, the situation and the feel are all different now. As the new surpasses the past. Many of the old have been replaced with the new. Changes wouldn't show mercy in life. Regrets wouldn't stop the feet of changes.

No point regretting the past. Just remember to make sure you are good friend with change when it comes back the next time.

I am alone but not

2010-04-29T18:30:00.002+08:00

I am alone now but i know i am not.
there is a peace kind of feeling that is dwelling in me.
I know that's because of Him.
I made a most stupid mistake ever in class today.
In fact things wasn't going that smooth for me
but i dono why i just feel very very secure
suprisingly not anxious about my lit review.
Wasn't affect by the bad news either.
hmmm.... weird...
but this is how prayer works!
I learn to stretcched my prayer time again
and things really change, couldn't be better.
The boldness in me just overwhelm
Thank God

Waiting

2010-04-26T17:10:00.002+08:00

Waiting for my student now. Feeling bored!
Anyway felt so great to complete some of my works:
Health Psy PPT - cleared
Statistic MT- Cleared
Brain and behavior MT- Cleared

Now left with:
Health Psy LR
Statistic R
Brain and behavior R
Learning and behavior R
Final Exam

I got a feeling I wont be able to meet my student in any way hahaha
faint!!!!!!

A different me in this different year!

2010-02-14T03:45:00.002+08:00

A different me in this different year!

Not sure why, but i do felt that I am different.
Started to fall in love with reading story books.:)
Is this a season?
Indeed is true people with great vision will definately face circumstance that will stumble their dreams.
Knowing that is never easy, but still i trust in Him.
I really got no idea how? But definately not giving up until the last!
Phew! God take over! Take further!
Like i said(before somewhere), this is the time i needed God most. Couldn't do without.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-02T10:54:00.002+08:00

I am now living in 2010.
This will be my 21st year on earth.
Need to do some self- checking.
What have I achieved after all these years?

Studies?
Completed my
-PSLE in 2001 with the result of 205
-O'level in 2005 with the result of L1R5 21pt
-Diploma in MIT in 2009 with GPA 2.5
-Advanced diploma in SOT in 2009 overall A and 34 credits

Currently conquering
-Degree/Master in Psych

Hmmm from the statistic can see that I am really a average student in adcademic.
My best result was studying theology! 10 A, 1B, 1C
Hmm What to say? Though the knowlegde taught was really good! But i guess i just had more interest in my Heavenly Father Business than the rest!

hmm not bad an acheievment in study i guess? I am not that kind of a top student but at least i gotten all i needed to get and i am in Uni now! James Cook University is a treasure found. Those that went OBS will know hahaha....

Career?
What have i did?
- 1st job with cooperate company is in my 17, work as admin ast @ SMRT in the year 2007 earning i think 6.5 per hour
(all thanks to KRISTY!)

-2nd job with cooperate company is my 20 intern with Philips int he year 2009 earning only 500 per monthin i think.
( all thanks to NYP..hahaha)

-3rd job reliefing in Northlight School in my 20 earning $65 per day.

Tuition is a job that i have took up since 2007
-1 st tuition was when i am 17, pay was really lousy only have 65 per month for 1 student
( if i am not wrong that is about $8 per hr.)

-2nd tuition had a sightly higher rate about $10 per hr

-3rd tuition came only when i am 18 that is much better 250 per month
(but because of the frequency is about $13 per hr)

-Subsequent tuition case was then a breakthrough for me

I guess this will help to contrast my income rises more:
17 yr Old -highest income $65 per month / $8 per hour
18 yr Old- highest income $315 per month / avg $9 per hour
19 yr old- highest income $365 per month / avg $12 per hour
20 yr Old- highest income $2000 per month / avg $30 per hour

All thanks to God! If not for Him I wouldn't had such a great breakthrough.
I am a full time undergrade.
I am devoted Christian. (attending church and serving God every week faithfully )
I am in JCU music band ( guitarsit- weekly practise tgt for ocasion performance)
I had weekly family gathering for both Dad and Mum.
At the same time I am earning good:)
Many people says balance is the key.
But i would say God is the one that made balance our key!

I never doubted on what God can do in me. Because i have tasted His goodness and grace in my life. Old saying in church says : one touch from heaven and you will never be the same.
I had mine have you?
I shared the same sorrow , struggles and weakness most people had. I did broke down many times due to the stress and burden that is upon me. But each time i fall i know i am falling on good hands. My God have supported me through i am not ashame to share, because He really did. Thank you Father! I love you !
I am setting my feet on your foot step in 2010 no regrets!

Now this is my 21st year!
I am targetting
1) more insight and revelation to get me closer with God
2) being better testimony
3) CG growth 30
4) Dist for all subjects
5) giving another 100 more to parents
6) earning 2500 per month.
7) 2 Mission trips in 2010
8) Integrate 10 personal friends in CG

Is is Good to start your year with targets so that you can plan way before to succeed!
I had bought 1 table organiser, 1 book organiser and 2 calendars what a way to start my year hahah!

Christmas Feel

2009-12-22T17:45:00.003+08:00

This christmas really made me felt alot.
All the exams , projects and work made the most of it!
Everyone has stress, everyone have problems and everyone has a need.
Meeting need is a cycles of life.
I meet the need of others -> others meet my needs

Some people only meet needs, some people only want needs to be met.
how different can this be? :)
People that only meet needs are people that always satisfied. Cause as they meet the needs of others their needs are met by God!
Contrary for those that always wanted needs to be met by others can never be satisfield cause one day they will realise the need they have is beyond what man can meet.

Prove it? look at the word of God itself
Proverbs 12:14 A man will be satisfied with good by the fruit of his words, And the deeds of a man's hands will return to him.

John 6:35
35Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.

Look it Mother Theresa alone all her life she have been giving and giving and giving, going around meetings many needs of people but comepare the frequency of us hearing her givings and her taking which has more weight? But afterall did Mother Theresa ever complain that no one love her, or neglect her? Atleast to what i have know of it is a straight definate NO! What a great attitude we can learn. A quote from her (Mother Theresa): "I am a little pencil in the hand of a writing God who is sending a love letter to the world. "

Well, let alone decide the truth is.
We can choose what we want to be!

thinking....

2009-11-03T19:04:00.001+08:00

moving on with tons of thoughts in mind:)
Good ? Bad?
Oh God!

Parables Tales

2009-10-31T03:52:00.002+08:00

Enjoy the silence together.
Awesome night great!
I had a new friend "Birdy!"

To my beloved dear friend Ang XXXX Hui

2009-10-10T01:09:00.004+08:00

YO huihui,
Saw that u are going to london in 25hr time.
Dono what can i do now but hopefully my blessing will reached to you:)
Not sure are u alone there but do know that i am keeping u in prayer!
And u are always my super best friend.
Though u may not think like me nor see this but still i want to dedicate this post to u:)
Jia you ba!
Go and pursue ur dreams:)
Sending my fullnest of blessing to you!

I can do all thing throught Christ who strengthens me:)

2009-10-09T13:58:00.003+08:00

Thank God for His grace, strength and wisdom:)
Conquer my day in Northlight felt so great!
Looking forward to next week can't imagine myself teaching english there
Great challenge indeed! But my God is greater than that:)
Brush up my english! hohoho!!

Opportunities after Opportunities!

2009-10-07T09:58:00.002+08:00

WOw... blessing from God!
Going for relief teaching at Northlight tomorrow and Friday!
What a great opportunity for me to learn!
IS excited but yet nervous at the same time :S
Oh God i need I need more of U!

Pray hard!

Anticipating for TML!!

2009-10-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

Gonna be a long long day tml!
10am-1130am tuition
1pm-230pm tution
3pm-430pm tuition
5pm-630pm tuition

Enjoying my work now! Great sense of fulfillment! Educating, encouraging and empowering!

The feeling of exhaustion is not always bad, it feels absolutely awesome when you know that out of it you have done your best to fulfill your work you find meaning in!

Gosh! is 1.17am and i am still awake!
Lord let me have strength and wisdom to teach tml!
Amen!

Thankful!!

2009-10-01T09:08:00.002+08:00

So thankful to receive 1 more tution assignment!
And i am so blessed!
Thought that this time round i would need to pay agent half of my salary again but guess what?
The boy's mum is willing to settle that for me:) so grateful!
Praise God!
I know its Him!

Tensed up!

2009-09-30T12:12:00.003+08:00

Woke up ytd and today with the same dream!
I was planning and planning in my dreams.
Didn't sleep well, headache all over phew!
I guess I will knock out before 12am today :)!

New Environment!

2009-09-28T11:27:00.002+08:00

Great to have a new environment now!
Feeling extremely awesome. Comfy,free and relax.

Looking into the room now i felt that it is all worth it!
Strongly felt the quote in my life "what you sow ,you will reap"
Spent almost 5days packing and unpacking, shifting and lifting, buying and buying and now i am just enjoying the fruits of my labour so good!

Alright I am now well prepared to start the battle of my studies!
Target Distinction!
I know I can, because I have a awesome Father which never fails to tell me I can:)
Thank you ABBA!

Finding way out!

2009-09-17T16:41:00.002+08:00

I have a dream!
I have plan a route to that dream!
I started to walk on the route I planned.
But the deeper i walk the more unsure I became.
Should I turn back? Should I continue? Should I stop?
How to get to that dream without following the route i plan?
How to get to the destination without walking the way i felt is right?
Fear supposed but not until a voice came.
It lit up the road again!
I saw a new route to that destination.
No doubt I am moving on.
With that new map at hand.

Many times we often thought that what we think it should be it must be.
But there is always a greater wisdom!

where is my 1dollar?

2009-09-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

finding for my ji ko(hokkien)!
where is my 1 dollar?
Can I find my ji ko?
Can I find my 1 yuan?
Maybe? Maybe not?
But I still hope for it...

Self identity

2009-06-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

Our direction in life always move along with who you think you are.

All the defination, principles and reasoning in life is a based on what you think.

It's all is in your mind.

To my own interpretation:

The greatest problem with those people that always confesses failure is not the fear of failure but rather the fear of how people will look at them when they fail. What they are really doing is that to lower the expectation of others so that even if they would fail, there will always be a word of encouragement and not judgement on what they did not achieve. But didn't did they realise as they keep this habit of negative confession soon it became a lie in their life and un-knowingly it appear to them as truth and soon they will find it hard to resist that belief or i should say that "lie" that they said.

But why would people even want to do that? Again this goes down to their self-identity, the foundation of their self-identity.

Some people build their foundation on beliefs, some on people's opinion, some on achievement and some on culture. Of course there can be more but to me these are the main. So what is the foundation of your identity? No matter what, build on something that is constanst, stable and never fail.Cause if your foundation fail all things will eventually fall just like a building. As for me, I thank God that i found Jesus! His word never fail! And i know when i trust and build my life on His word i would be safe and secure of who I am thus failure to me no longer has a foot-hold in my life. I do fail but i don't lose my identity. Sun shine or rain i am still who i am. I am still Rachel Isabelle the child of God! I still believe that i can have better life.

Being happy and be happy

2009-05-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

Happy leader will have happy CG happy member will have growth.

Want to learn more!

2009-04-21T01:22:00.002+08:00

I am eager to learn more.
I just don't feel that i had learnt enough.
So much things that i want to learn more about but time just didn't allow.

Lesson learnt:
To lead and not to drive.
Love and care is far better than harsh scoldings.
You need to fullfill more that just goals and tasks to make a relationship complete.
Relationships preceeds ministry.
A loving sheperd draws his sheeps to him but a fiery ones scattered all that he has.

Crying Out For HELP!

2009-03-28T10:43:00.002+08:00

wow alot of things seems to be happening in CG. ATTACKS ATTACKS ATTACKS!
Haiz. Comon those who have eyes let him see what is the state of the CG. Already i am trying my best protecting the CG and yet there are still some people trying to break the unity of the group!HEy WAKE UP YOUR IDEAS! You can don't protect the CG tgt with me but atleast don ATTACK IT!
hahaha i can hear alot of agreement from people who knows my state!
Qmei:WOAH! Rachel seems to be angry
I am not motivated by anger in fact i am not angry at all. But i don't denial that i am really sadden in my heart. News after news of different battle arising just set my heart sink.
But Praise GOD! I draw closer with Him and i know He is watching over me days and nights.
He is with me stroking my head wiping the tear off my eyes when i cry. He is speaking words of encouragement and healing into my hearts when i am down. He never leaves me nor forsake me in any situation. And i know He, my Lord, my Refuge, my Hope, my Jesus is walking with me in this fight of faith.:)Thank You Lord and i love you forever!

All right enough of my fuss!hahaha. Nagger Rach never change her nagging stlye. So sorry abt it.
ok! So before i end let me post you some like hearted question and do tag and answer the QN for me k?

Which situation is harder for a mother?
C1: Her child got kidnap.
C2: Her child run away from home and loses the contact.

Please leave your answer in the tag borad!hahah thanks. If can pls also jot down what is the best solution of both situation.Thanks for the help!

you sure you need?

2009-03-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

I guess I just think too much.
Everything can be just behind the mask.
Stop being naive RACHEL!
Wake up!!
God how I wish I got it wrong in my discernment for that.
Lesson learnt:
1) Love God trust only in Him.
2) Love people with unconditional love.
3) Learn to give a benefits of doubt.

Perhaps~
I've shield the wrong person
arrowed the wrong man
I am not perfect but i am learning from a perfected MAN so please pardon me cause I am still learning.

Somnus my love!

2009-02-11T15:19:00.004+08:00

I am just resting my mind after a long time of digesting all the programming language. So was sufing the net, went to blogs, to wikipedia then to blogs again. Was quite inspired or rather amaze by how sherin could find so much good deals online. >.<..... So i went to ebay too! Actually i got nothing in mind that i want at first! But after much sufing i saw this--------->

I love it! wooohooowwooow!But is real ex! Is about US22. Is madness to me! haha.Anyway this is Somnus. For those of you have watch the show "My Lucky Star" will know what is this. I am attracted to this ever since i watched that show. I was just wondering if they would really sell this out and gosh! They did! ahhhhhahhh! It is totally briliant to mix a ear stuned in a braclet(atleast to me it is). Targeting this next month! Hmmm...Find it weird to see myself shopping and posting blog entries in this manner. It's just not me to do that. But i guess afterall it doesn't really matter:)

Great Day!

2009-02-09T15:08:00.003+08:00

Went for morning prayer today at HOG. Was shock by the 'pack-ness' of the place but nevertheless it was great after all. God is good indeed. Thought that today would probably have to reach my work place late and end my end work late again but guess what? I met Jo.haha she offered to send me to TPY. YEAH! So end up i reach my work place at 8am. wow! Thanks Jo!
Also today my boss's boss bring the entire department of 42 people out to lunch. And i really enjoyed! We ate yusheng, Sharkfin, heye fan, Yao cai ji, thai sweet mango fried fish, Vegs, jam prawn,Sweet & vinegar pork rib, special wuxiang and Apricot dessert. Total of 10 dishes. I am super full. And i guess everyone is full except for Richard :x.
Boss's boss also gave each one of us an "Ang Bao".But of coz inside got no money but a lottery ticket.(sigh! -___-) But still thank God for the wonderful meal. Delicious!
You think that's all that make my day great no. There are more!God always blesses us abundantly! haha.
Boss's boss give us early off. So today work till 4PM yeah! Praise God! I was actually quite troubled about how to get my O'lvl cert from my secondary school today. As today is the last day to send in my qualification to NIE. But my sec school closing at 430pm -.-" and i suppose to end work at 545pm. But God just simply turn my situation aroud! Wooh Hallelujah! I just experienced myself Matt 6:33 Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things shall be added onto you! I am glad that i choose to wake up early and go for the prayer meeting today:). God never short-change me!

One of Us

2009-02-04T17:09:00.006+08:00

If God had a name, what would it be

And would you call it to his face

If you were faced with him in all his glory

What would you ask if you had just one question

Yeah, yeah, God is great

Yeah, yeah, God is good

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us

Just a slob like one of us

Just a stranger on the bus

Trying to make his way home

If God had a face, what would it look like

And would you want to see

If seeing meant that you would have to believe

In things like heaven and in jesus and the saints

And all the prophets and...

Yeah, yeah, God is great

Yeah, yeah, God is goodYeah,

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us

Just a slob like one of us

Just a stranger on the bus

Trying to make his way home

Tryin to make his way home

Back up to heaven all alone

Nobody callin on the phone

cept for the pope maybe in rome

Yeah, yeah, God is great

Yeah, yeah, God is good

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us

Just a slob like one of us

Just a stranger on the bus

Trying to make his way home

Just tryin to make his way home

Like a holy rolling stone

Back up to heaven all alone

Just tryin to make his way home

Nobody callin on the phone

cept for the pope maybe in rome

Though i don't quite agree with some parts of the lyrics but still it is a nice song.

God is not alone in heaven that's for sure.And yes! He do have a name.He is Jehovah God.

Take a break

2009-02-04T14:52:00.003+08:00

phew!
Trying to take a break from work again.
Feeling rather tired now, after all the asp.net coding and debugging.
Attachment ending soon. Counting down now.
Left:11days

tiredness kills productivity.

More and more..

2009-01-28T10:27:00.003+08:00

Continue from previous "soo bless" episode.

hahhas.

YES i got my CNY shopping with daddy's money plus DAR DAR suppport! woohoo:)

With that i bought:

1. Flower dress .

Do you find this familar?

Yes thats right my fan! This is one of my wish list from my "New looks 2" episode.

And i love it love it!

But mine is more grey in colour .

2. Light blue demi-vest

3. Black cute mini-dress

4. Black covered shoes

5. Pictures tee

hope to pose the actual pics one soon!

Thank God for all.

Soo Bless!

2009-01-23T11:26:00.002+08:00

woohoo.
did my chinese new year shopping with mummy ytd:)
and guess what? i bought super lots of clothes!!!
yea! cheer for that!

After a night of shopping Rachel Isabelle conclude that:
shopping isn't easy at all!

Mummy and i was shopping at orchard since 7pm.
But only bought stuff at 1030pm. -.-
kind of mad, but i got my stuff that settles all!

1 demi- shorts -LOVE it!
2 cotton on shorts(black and red)
2 spagatti top (black, checkered)-LOVE it because it looks great on me!
1 cotton on sweater (black)
2 cotton on V-neck t-shirt (marine and green)

actually i realise all that i bought is more like daily clothings. hahaha
very casual ones. gosh!
Random thoughts:" am i suppose to wear shorts during new year?" haha.hope not!

Conclusion: I AM going 2nd round shopping with daddy's cash and DAR DAR support.YESH AR!! hohoho .
DAR you better hear this! hahs

Moving forward

2009-01-15T16:48:00.002+08:00

Times flies, soon and i will be turning 20 in june 09!
Suddenly felt that my youth is at risk. hahaha. sounded so -ve
After hearing and reading what John Bevere said even motivates me more to make my everyday count.
Cherishing my every moment as a youth now.
.......
Rachel's philosophy:
1-2= baby
3-6 =todler
7-12= children
13-20= youth
anything great than 21= adult
* no offense simply just rachel's philosophy you can disagree with that and still going heaven hahaha.

Thoughts that Caught

2009-01-09T15:01:00.004+08:00

Extracted from conversation with Mar:

Often what God wants you to do is package together with what you don't want to do.

Wow... isn't it true....

Extracted from Sermon of Othniel:

Your pass will always tries to make a come back in you life. It will pull you out from the good life that God have prepared for you.

ooh.. this can sound scary right.. but that's the truth.. if you don't deal with your past they will deal with you. So be careful. Keep a look out where you have leave ur past izzit still in your mind?

Extracted from Driven by Eternity:
Don't just read for a mental understanding, which can be easily forgotten or lost but let His Word be hidden in your heart through comtemplating and prayer.

sick and tired of reading the bible without understanding? why not try it with comtemplating and prayer it works!
.....................

What is in truth declared unreachable to our natural mind is placed in our heart by the Creator. Eternity is known in our heart.

this sounded rather deep isn't it. to me it means not everything on earth can be understand by our mind but rather by heart. No one can know God through natural understanding it is from within the heart that we know who is HE.

WHO CARES?

2009-01-09T12:51:00.003+08:00

haha.. woohoo 2008 have past and 2009 has just began.
And the very first thing that i want to blog about is not about me but rather HIM!
I dedicate my first post to Him that i am and i hope will always be loving HIM.

Who is Him?
some people knew Him as a gentlement that is caring and thoughtful to all
some people knew Him as an artist that loves to creates very creative things
some people knew Him as a novelist that create touching story for real
some people knew Him as a repairman that could repair all things that are broken
some people knew Him as professor that know all things under the sun
some people knew Him as a doctor that can cure all sickness by His prescription
some people knew Him as a generous man that loves to give to others
some people knew Him as a lawyer that loves to debate for the righteous
some people knew Him as a crazy man that alway do things that are beyond human understanding

But who cares? how people think about Him is no longer important to me when He is already everything to me.
Praise God!

Fasting

2008-10-31T11:15:00.003+08:00

WHAT IS FASTING TO RACHEL ISABELLE?
Fasting isn't an easy job to do.
Fasting is not dieting.
Fasting is conquering your flesh desire.
Fasting is making ur spirit-man stronger.
Fasting is getting closer to God.
Fasting is fighting a battle with your mind.
Fasting is moving in supernatural.
Fasting is humbling down yourself before God.
Fasting is to put away things that u desire and take up things that HE desire.
Fasting is making you more and more like Jesus.
Fasting is a act of sacrifice for the greater purpose of God.

so what is fasting to you then?
*note: never fast for the sake of fasting. fast for a purpose. a godly purpose.

Arise & Build!

2008-10-30T11:28:00.000+08:00

recently i was jus asking myself, for this A&B what do i want to give?
how much more can i increase from the previous?
and while i am planning i came across these words:

To show great love for God and our neighbor,
we need not do great things. It is how much LOVE we put in the doing that makes our offering something beautiful for God.

Mother Teresa

and i guess this time i want to increase the love of my giving to God.

not giving out of law but love for HIM that i adore.

Praise God!! We MULTIPLIED!!!

2008-10-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

CONGRATs to both W341 and W483 people.

Finally after months and years of battle W341 multiplied to W483!!
On 1st OCTOBER 2008.
Praise God for it! For is only with You ,Lord that this could happen!

Lord thank you for birthing forth W483,
Lord we know that multiplication is not the end,
but it is a new beginning of yet another delivery to be done,
Delivery of a new life is a process of faith, love and perseverance put at test.
There are still more to be done, and more to come.
For greater things have yet to come,
And more greater thing are yet to be done.

We will onwards,
We will move on to your greater calling,
We will be strong,
We will go through yet another level of test again,
We will emerge all circumstance that YOU already have won victory over,
We will humble down and submit to YOU!
Cause once again it is YOU that we desire always !!
Love YOU God!

Rachel Isabelle singing~~~
I AM NOT ASHAME OF THE GOSPEL LORD,~~
YOUR POWER,~~
YOUR LOVE,~~
THAT SAVE MY SOUL AND NOW I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!~~~

Who is walking together with me?

2008-09-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

28the road is getting tougher and who is really walking with me?
who really understand the state of the CG together with me?
who really running the same vision together with me?
who cares to appreciates what You also does, together with me?
who cares to treasures what You also does, together with me?

The alpha and the omega,
My beginning and the end,
My joy and the pain,
My strength and my weakness,
is in Your hands,
You are the only person that is walking by me and with me.
I love so much my Lord, my God.
I know that things can never go wrong when you are by my side.
coz even it does you will lead me back again.
Thank you Lord, Praise Your holy name.
Amen!

Do not be discourage by circumstances

2008-09-17T17:16:00.004+08:00

The Three Trees
The Three Trees Wanted to share this special story with you.... Like a lot of things in life, it's much easier said than done but this is where faith and perseverance comes in. Once there were three trees on a hill in a woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. I could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty." Then the second tree said "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull." Finally the third tree said. "I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always remember me.." After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter." and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest. At the second tree a woodsman said, "This looks like a strong tree, I should be able to sell it to the shipyard." The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship. When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down his dreams would not come true. One of the woodsman said, "I don't need anything special from my tree so I'll take this one" and he cut it down. When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, he was made into a feed box for animals. He was then placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for. The second tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The third tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark. The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one day, a man and women came to the barn. She gave birth and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time. Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe. The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said "peace" and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the king of kings in it's boat. Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets as the people mocked the man who was carrying it. When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill. When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it. The moral of this story is that when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined.

Spirit~Soul~Body ---->1Thess 5:23

2008-09-17T17:16:00.003+08:00

1Thessalonian5:23
Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you completely; and may your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Spirit is where God dwells
Soul is where your mind dwells
Body is where your senses dwells

New Looks part II

2008-09-17T17:16:00.002+08:00

Continue from my make over plan..

Step#2: is to get super nice dress.

here are some of my dream dress, do give some comments ya. if you got any cheap lobang let me knows k....moving from glory to glory..ops i realies that it is so me lor

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Ranking from best favourite
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Favourite Like Only
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Black , Poker Dots, Flower,Blue

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what is your ranking then? give some opinion k?

New Looks!!

2008-09-17T17:16:00.001+08:00

Haha... I want to have a extreme make over badly!!!

Muahaha... I want to look sharp, dress well, make up, hairdo etc......because I belongs to a beautiful Lord which posses beautiful things..I want to look good and beautiful so that i can become more and more like Him...

1st step= Hair

Choice #1: Choice #2: Choice #3:

wat do you tink? which is better? actually i quite lik the 3rd one but short hair leh will it suits my round face..hahas..
this shows is time to cut down all the unnecessary FATSS!

New Life!!!

2008-09-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

hmm... yes! i am blogging again +.-

This week after meeting with Pastor and JO i felt so convicted to make a ridicule changes to myself. Both INSIDE and OUTSIDE. I am super impacted by the videos that pastor show about New Life Church. Ps Abraham Khoo is really cool! I believe that he is one of the most trendy pastor in Taiwan, the way he dresses and his hair colour is really fashionable.

But of cause i didn't just caught their fashion sense.haha:) in fact i learn more about their breakthrough spirit!!

In them i saw what child-like faith is really about. They stands boldly in what God has spoken to them without any doubt dispite of their weaknesses. And out of this i had a revelation from God that : IF OUR ACTIONS ARE ALWAYS LIMITED BY CIRCUMSTANCES THEN WHERE IS OUR FAITH ?

More than that they are more than just a talker they are really a doer of God'd word.

Alot of time after CG and SVC we are all so full of dreams ,visions and we always share to people about that but after a few days of soaking in the "world"?? all the dreams and visions just vanishes out of the air ,not even at the back of our mind. Sad huh?

But i believe that we can always put a stop to things that are wrong and make it right again.

So starting working now! Stop procrastinating! Stop boosting about your tomorrow! Stop giving reasons! Just Do It ya!
:) Let's now put our word in action and fullfill our dreams together!

Blessing** Square

2008-09-17T02:16:00.001+08:00

Blessed to be a blessing.
Blessed are the blessing.
Be bless and be a blessing.
God bless-> You-> bless them

Thank God , Amen!

Going back to the past memories of the sharks fin days....

2008-09-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

hmm...found myself blogging again..seriously i felt that this is really not me at all..blogging??? so weird.. but anyway today while i was typing my report suddenly felt so lost in words so i decided to read up some good blogs, hopefully i could just get some idea there...
Didn't know how and why, i just suddenly felt that i wanna read up from a friend of mine or should i say a long lost friend of mine...I felt that i am brought back to past while i am reading the blog.
Memories after memories suddenly just came flooding back to me.Some people says when it comes to memory women are more emotional based (we) tend to remember the feelings and emotion of a situation clearly but most of the time we forgets what really happen actually and men are infomational detail based (they) often remember the great details of the whole situation more than the emotion that taken place. haha...and that's the difference between Men and Women. don't believe?
Anyway what i want to say was that, after remembering all the memories of the past i felt so blessed to have such a wonderful friend that is with me 3yr ago when i was still an ugly duckling -->from inside out. Really thank God for you! Thank God for bringing me to you never regretted having you as my close friend even though in the past we may have some immature misunderstanding that causes us to be so far apart. I think i still owned you an apology. Sorry for being so immature, bad, and crude towards you.Sorry for all the words that brought you so must hurt and sadness. Sorry for not willing to listen and understand your point of view. Really do hope that you will be bless in all areas of your life. Even though i know that you may not even know and visit this blog but still i wanna post my apologies to you.Hope that one day you will see!!
To:Oi! Why Are You So KPO ar.........always

FYP-ing ....GaBBY influence...love W341

2008-09-02T16:31:00.001+08:00

Guess what? I am FYP-ing now!! yea finally walking through the second last phrase of my poly life it is indeed a great experience. Not sure why, but i suddenly felt that i really wanted to do very well this time round.
Thank God for good class, project and supervisor that is allocated to me, i felt so blessed!
THank YOu LORD!.....
Anyway today i am so inspired by GaBBy blog and i think i should and i want to thank all of my member from W341...Thanks Guys for being such a wonderful and lovely member really had a great time together with you guys.. Love you guys lotsSSSSSSSS. Lets continue to run the race strong together.....

WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!! RACHEL ISABELLE WAKE UP!!!

2008-07-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

hmm found myself blogging again....Today went to read up quite a few blogs and i suddenly realise that i got no LIFE ar arrrrr!!!! I am so envy about their lifestyle, about what they did but nevertheless i knew that what i want may not be what is good for me..Oh Gosh.. what am i thinking... Guess i am just too busy and crop up by my work ba...
haha... is time for me to grow.... growing into maturity , adulthood and greater understanding about my destiny in Chrsit...

:) Sidetracking

2008-05-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

hmm... is 1.22am now and i am seating here blogging. Erm actually was alittle bit sidetrack from my CCNA read-up. Probably for some of you may think that is weird and unbelieve-able that Rachel is studying. But yes! i am studying. In fact i always like to see myself do well in my studies.
I decided to blog today was because that i really got alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot to say. Alot of things is hovering around my mind, but i also realise that apart of the things that i want to say there is also alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot that i cant say cant tell cant reveal.
I guess maybe the things that i cant say, cant tell, cant reveal here, can only be told to one person. "My secret friend"!"Mi mi hao peng you".

and anyway thanks Sam for answering all my question today... u r appreciated! :)

TO ALL MY BELOVED FANS!!

2008-03-25T16:37:00.001+08:00

haha....super long nv blog... think i need a revamp it...... haiz...... this is a time of change!!!!!!!
Sorry to all of my beloved FANS in this blog(ops!!if i have any i mean) i will do something abt it de!!!hahah my first blog last yr also in easter time now my first blog this year also near Easter.. this shows that God brings revival to everything muahaha......

China Wine

2007-08-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

wow...what a nice song.... I just love it when i first saw the MV, it is really marvelous...Especially the dance it is so cool....Basically i just feel that everything in the MV is just so nice from the make-up, custume all the way to the dance and music...the picture below is from the MV isn't it nice?? and i like this look the most... hope u all enjoy it too.... :)

and really sorry guys! for the past few days.. ops i mean past few weeks oh no no... is past few months hehe i was very busy ar so hardly touch my blog... sorry ar.... hehe

Good BYe bit bit

2007-06-19T09:55:00.000+08:00

19June07 , 12am Lulu Lim aka Bit Bit died. haiz, last night as usual i was letting my little cute Rabbit out of the cage to allow it to hop around the living room keeping my eye close to her ,scare that she might hurt herself.But it still happened. As usual she was jumping high and low but this time it wasn't a success landing, it is just infront of me that she jumped down from a chair and i think she did not land properly and she hit her head on the floor that cause her to death. I was shocked and i ran to her but it didn't seems to help. Sad and grieved could not descript my feelings. Really missed her alot but i will try to get over it soon. The above is my beloved Bit Bit pic pic.

Bdaeing DAY

2007-06-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

Today so happy..... i went out with my secondary school fren to ESCAPE. Really want to thank my lovely LAO GONG(Manuspon Cho Hui Er) , Rainbow , Jin Long , Jing Long fren 1 , Jing Long fren 2, Jing long fren 3..ops hahaha...ANd of coz Kim Choo the bdae girl number1 n myself bdae girl number2. KAKAKAKA... Although it in a tiring day and i even got my eye infected but it is real fun and this is the first time i celebrated my birthday with them all ...

Embrace with Love

2007-06-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

yea... here i am to blogg again...but i am so tired :(. . . . . Lots and lots of exam is coming in, project upon projects are pilling up. I got no time to go out anymore. Although holidays are coming ,just next week, but it is like as good as don't have one. Make up lessons,remedials and extra classes all these just occupied my holidays. Which means i still have to go back school no matter what. Anyway i must really say a big THANKS to my beloved MAMA! Cant believe that my mum actually bought 3pairs of shoes and 2 sets of clothes for my birthday present.Isn't it wonderful? Really love my mummy especially ever since she accepted Christ and constantly attending City Harvest Chinese Church we seems to have more things to talk about and we are more understanding to each other.Thank God for the great work and the blessing(s). Anyway today MR. Xiao kai aka Rain cum handsome GENEROUSLY lent his 50cents to me. haha....Thanks sam i will not forget ur 50cents ,don't worry i will return you.kakakaka ...and sorry Ah ber, xiong and those that was affected by my "errrr~~~~" hehe..i will watch it next time.... Alright let me end todays post with my TODAY'S verse : Loves covers all multitudes of Sins

I AM BACKKKKKKK

2007-05-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

hehe.... ops....hi to my fren.... sorry for not updating my blog...as u all know i have lost my password ,so today then i got it back...kakaka...hmmm....well for the past few months i have been very very very very busy especially this week. If i am not wrong in total for the week i've got 2 e-quiz, 1 test, 1 report and 1 practical test to do.....hmm is kinda stress and tired..But thank God for the amazing strength , Kai Zhen for the help in IP e-quiz and my super brother AH BER for helping me in the report..hahaha.... THankz guys u all really help me alot...
O ya! how can i forget POS(Parade Of School)...for those that don't know POS is a event whereby all the different cluster school people will gather together and have a cheerleading competition ...hehe and this week we really go all out for training if i am not wrong for NYP i think we are like training in school every night for all 4 days from monday-thursday and we went for a final rehearsal on friday... wow isnt it wonderful! and i am sure that we got chance to win this year...SO my Dear Dear NYP fren especially all my classmate if you all can please come down and support the NYPsssss we really need your support if alot of you are coming we are able to provide transport for you too it is held at expo on Thurs 7pm the whole event is organise by (CHC) a church...Do hope that u all will come especially my SUPER BROTHER AH BER TAN AH HENG (ATPH) pls........WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT!!!

2007-04-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

Rachel says:
Yeah..finally got my blog up... i have been thinking of having a blog for a very long long long long long long long time, but is only until now then i got it up...It may seems alittle plain now but just bear with it for a few days(hopefully) coz i dont really have time to design it...I have been very busy busy since last week, coz of easter and benny hinn.

O ya....hey guys EASTER is coming!!!...woh woh!!!..and infact it is this friday..for those who don noe wat is easter abt let me tell u NOW..Easter is not the day that we celebrate eggs but the day we rejoice for this is the day when my dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear lovely JESUS RESURRECTED from DEAD....wow isnt it a miracles...

Qmei says: Ressurected!!! means he died b4 ??? so y did he died and how did he died then??

Rachel:hmm...ok.. let teacher belle tell u then..

Teacher Belle: ok ok..Be serious now kids ops i mean friend....coz wat we saying is not just another lamme joke but is things that are very serious..so turn to ur neighbour and say "sit still and be serious now"

Qmei:"sit still and be serious now"(turn to rachel n say)

Rachel:"sit still and be serious now"(turn to Qmei n say)

Teacher Belle: Basically Jesus died on the cross for our Sins. As you know Jesus is son of God.Because of his Great love he willing to die on the cross for our sins. If you want to know the full story ,you are welcome to go to a Church this Easter and in there you can find your answer.
Just to inform you City Harvest is having a great Easter Celebration at EXPO hall 8.This year, they relive Easter story through the eye of Jesus as we recount His journey on earth. From an early age, Jesus experiences events that hint at his impending destiny. So come and see His compassion, feel his pain as you identify with his humanity.This Easter, witness the plan of God unfold and recognize the hope we have through one Man's ultimate sacrifce!

Qmei/Rachel: WAH!! AMEN!