Our direction in life always move along with who you think you are.
All the defination, principles and reasoning in life is a based on what you think.
It's all is in your mind.
To my own interpretation:
The greatest problem with those people that always confesses failure is not the fear of failure but rather the fear of how people will look at them when they fail. What they are really doing is that to lower the expectation of others so that even if they would fail, there will always be a word of encouragement and not judgement on what they did not achieve. But didn't did they realise as they keep this habit of negative confession soon it became a lie in their life and un-knowingly it appear to them as truth and soon they will find it hard to resist that belief or i should say that "lie" that they said.
But why would people even want to do that? Again this goes down to their self-identity, the foundation of their self-identity.
Some people build their foundation on beliefs, some on people's opinion, some on achievement and some on culture. Of course there can be more but to me these are the main. So what is the foundation of your identity? No matter what, build on something that is constanst, stable and never fail.Cause if your foundation fail all things will eventually fall just like a building. As for me, I thank God that i found Jesus! His word never fail! And i know when i trust and build my life on His word i would be safe and secure of who I am thus failure to me no longer has a foot-hold in my life. I do fail but i don't lose my identity. Sun shine or rain i am still who i am. I am still Rachel Isabelle the child of God! I still believe that i can have better life.
Monday, June 01, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Want to learn more!
I am eager to learn more.
I just don't feel that i had learnt enough.
So much things that i want to learn more about but time just didn't allow.
Lesson learnt:
To lead and not to drive.
Love and care is far better than harsh scoldings.
You need to fullfill more that just goals and tasks to make a relationship complete.
Relationships preceeds ministry.
A loving sheperd draws his sheeps to him but a fiery ones scattered all that he has.
I just don't feel that i had learnt enough.
So much things that i want to learn more about but time just didn't allow.
Lesson learnt:
To lead and not to drive.
Love and care is far better than harsh scoldings.
You need to fullfill more that just goals and tasks to make a relationship complete.
Relationships preceeds ministry.
A loving sheperd draws his sheeps to him but a fiery ones scattered all that he has.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Crying Out For HELP!
wow alot of things seems to be happening in CG. ATTACKS ATTACKS ATTACKS!
Haiz. Comon those who have eyes let him see what is the state of the CG. Already i am trying my best protecting the CG and yet there are still some people trying to break the unity of the group!HEy WAKE UP YOUR IDEAS! You can don't protect the CG tgt with me but atleast don ATTACK IT!
hahaha i can hear alot of agreement from people who knows my state!
Qmei:WOAH! Rachel seems to be angry
I am not motivated by anger in fact i am not angry at all. But i don't denial that i am really sadden in my heart. News after news of different battle arising just set my heart sink.
But Praise GOD! I draw closer with Him and i know He is watching over me days and nights.
He is with me stroking my head wiping the tear off my eyes when i cry. He is speaking words of encouragement and healing into my hearts when i am down. He never leaves me nor forsake me in any situation. And i know He, my Lord, my Refuge, my Hope, my Jesus is walking with me in this fight of faith.:)Thank You Lord and i love you forever!
All right enough of my fuss!hahaha. Nagger Rach never change her nagging stlye. So sorry abt it.
ok! So before i end let me post you some like hearted question and do tag and answer the QN for me k?
Which situation is harder for a mother?
C1: Her child got kidnap.
C2: Her child run away from home and loses the contact.
Please leave your answer in the tag borad!hahah thanks. If can pls also jot down what is the best solution of both situation.Thanks for the help!
Haiz. Comon those who have eyes let him see what is the state of the CG. Already i am trying my best protecting the CG and yet there are still some people trying to break the unity of the group!HEy WAKE UP YOUR IDEAS! You can don't protect the CG tgt with me but atleast don ATTACK IT!
hahaha i can hear alot of agreement from people who knows my state!
Qmei:WOAH! Rachel seems to be angry
I am not motivated by anger in fact i am not angry at all. But i don't denial that i am really sadden in my heart. News after news of different battle arising just set my heart sink.
But Praise GOD! I draw closer with Him and i know He is watching over me days and nights.
He is with me stroking my head wiping the tear off my eyes when i cry. He is speaking words of encouragement and healing into my hearts when i am down. He never leaves me nor forsake me in any situation. And i know He, my Lord, my Refuge, my Hope, my Jesus is walking with me in this fight of faith.:)Thank You Lord and i love you forever!
All right enough of my fuss!hahaha. Nagger Rach never change her nagging stlye. So sorry abt it.
ok! So before i end let me post you some like hearted question and do tag and answer the QN for me k?
Which situation is harder for a mother?
C1: Her child got kidnap.
C2: Her child run away from home and loses the contact.
Please leave your answer in the tag borad!hahah thanks. If can pls also jot down what is the best solution of both situation.Thanks for the help!
Friday, March 06, 2009
you sure you need?
I guess I just think too much.
Everything can be just behind the mask.
Stop being naive RACHEL!
Wake up!!
God how I wish I got it wrong in my discernment for that.
Lesson learnt:
1) Love God trust only in Him.
2) Love people with unconditional love.
3) Learn to give a benefits of doubt.
Perhaps~
I've shield the wrong person
arrowed the wrong man
I am not perfect but i am learning from a perfected MAN so please pardon me cause I am still learning.
Everything can be just behind the mask.
Stop being naive RACHEL!
Wake up!!
God how I wish I got it wrong in my discernment for that.
Lesson learnt:
1) Love God trust only in Him.
2) Love people with unconditional love.
3) Learn to give a benefits of doubt.
Perhaps~
I've shield the wrong person
arrowed the wrong man
I am not perfect but i am learning from a perfected MAN so please pardon me cause I am still learning.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Somnus my love!

I am just resting my mind after a long time of digesting all the programming language. So was sufing the net, went to blogs, to wikipedia then to blogs again. Was quite inspired or rather amaze by how sherin could find so much good deals online. >.<..... So i went to ebay too! Actually i got nothing in mind that i want at first! But after much sufing i saw this--------->
I love it! wooohooowwooow!But is real ex! Is about US22. Is madness to me! haha.Anyway this is Somnus. For those of you have watch the show "My Lucky Star" will know what is this. I am attracted to this ever since i watched that show. I was just wondering if they would really sell this out and gosh! They did! ahhhhhahhh! It is totally briliant to mix a ear stuned in a braclet(atleast to me it is). Targeting this next month! Hmmm...Find it weird to see myself shopping and posting blog entries in this manner. It's just not me to do that. But i guess afterall it doesn't really matter:)
Monday, February 09, 2009
Great Day!
Went for morning prayer today at HOG. Was shock by the 'pack-ness' of the place but nevertheless it was great after all. God is good indeed. Thought that today would probably have to reach my work place late and end my end work late again but guess what? I met Jo.haha she offered to send me to TPY. YEAH! So end up i reach my work place at 8am. wow! Thanks Jo!
Also today my boss's boss bring the entire department of 42 people out to lunch. And i really enjoyed! We ate yusheng, Sharkfin, heye fan, Yao cai ji, thai sweet mango fried fish, Vegs, jam prawn,Sweet & vinegar pork rib, special wuxiang and Apricot dessert. Total of 10 dishes. I am super full. And i guess everyone is full except for Richard :x.
Boss's boss also gave each one of us an "Ang Bao".But of coz inside got no money but a lottery ticket.(sigh! -___-) But still thank God for the wonderful meal. Delicious!
You think that's all that make my day great no. There are more!God always blesses us abundantly! haha.
Boss's boss give us early off. So today work till 4PM yeah! Praise God! I was actually quite troubled about how to get my O'lvl cert from my secondary school today. As today is the last day to send in my qualification to NIE. But my sec school closing at 430pm -.-" and i suppose to end work at 545pm. But God just simply turn my situation aroud! Wooh Hallelujah! I just experienced myself Matt 6:33 Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things shall be added onto you! I am glad that i choose to wake up early and go for the prayer meeting today:). God never short-change me!
Also today my boss's boss bring the entire department of 42 people out to lunch. And i really enjoyed! We ate yusheng, Sharkfin, heye fan, Yao cai ji, thai sweet mango fried fish, Vegs, jam prawn,Sweet & vinegar pork rib, special wuxiang and Apricot dessert. Total of 10 dishes. I am super full. And i guess everyone is full except for Richard :x.
Boss's boss also gave each one of us an "Ang Bao".But of coz inside got no money but a lottery ticket.(sigh! -___-) But still thank God for the wonderful meal. Delicious!
You think that's all that make my day great no. There are more!God always blesses us abundantly! haha.
Boss's boss give us early off. So today work till 4PM yeah! Praise God! I was actually quite troubled about how to get my O'lvl cert from my secondary school today. As today is the last day to send in my qualification to NIE. But my sec school closing at 430pm -.-" and i suppose to end work at 545pm. But God just simply turn my situation aroud! Wooh Hallelujah! I just experienced myself Matt 6:33 Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things shall be added onto you! I am glad that i choose to wake up early and go for the prayer meeting today:). God never short-change me!
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