Monday, October 18, 2010

Start all over

Anticipating for a new start all over again.
I fell and now i am going to pick myself up again.
Alot of things are to be cleared in my mind.
I am stronger than that.. I believe i can make it through..

Worried sick for my result but i know what's done is done.
Not gonna run away from fact. I will face it strong.
Day is always there after night.

Sorted my heart. I'm gonna make my stand. I need a new environment to grow.
I cant afford to lose the most important person in my life.
He is always and always the reason i stayed.

Awful,awful feeling needs to end. Guilt and fear need to subside.
2yrs of nightmare is long enough to torture.
No more no more. Got to say no to things i don't want.