Fear does gripped me this time.
Uncertainty stresses the fine vein of mine.
How? Is the question I definitely will know.
But it just cant stop prompting my heart.
"O God! Would mercy comes again this time?"
I cried out, knowing no matter what HE will.
Because of LOVE.
Friday, July 02, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
New alway surpasses the past
Looking back at some of the old blogs, made me felt pinched. Things just changes so rapidly with time. The people, the situation and the feel are all different now. As the new surpasses the past. Many of the old have been replaced with the new. Changes wouldn't show mercy in life. Regrets wouldn't stop the feet of changes.
No point regretting the past. Just remember to make sure you are good friend with change when it comes back the next time.
No point regretting the past. Just remember to make sure you are good friend with change when it comes back the next time.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I am alone but not
I am alone now but i know i am not.
there is a peace kind of feeling that is dwelling in me.
I know that's because of Him.
I made a most stupid mistake ever in class today.
In fact things wasn't going that smooth for me
but i dono why i just feel very very secure
suprisingly not anxious about my lit review.
Wasn't affect by the bad news either.
hmmm.... weird...
but this is how prayer works!
I learn to stretcched my prayer time again
and things really change, couldn't be better.
The boldness in me just overwhelm
Thank God
there is a peace kind of feeling that is dwelling in me.
I know that's because of Him.
I made a most stupid mistake ever in class today.
In fact things wasn't going that smooth for me
but i dono why i just feel very very secure
suprisingly not anxious about my lit review.
Wasn't affect by the bad news either.
hmmm.... weird...
but this is how prayer works!
I learn to stretcched my prayer time again
and things really change, couldn't be better.
The boldness in me just overwhelm
Thank God
Monday, April 26, 2010
Waiting
Waiting for my student now. Feeling bored!
Anyway felt so great to complete some of my works:
Health Psy PPT - cleared
Statistic MT- Cleared
Brain and behavior MT- Cleared
Now left with:
Health Psy LR
Statistic R
Brain and behavior R
Learning and behavior R
Final Exam
I got a feeling I wont be able to meet my student in any way hahaha
faint!!!!!!
Anyway felt so great to complete some of my works:
Health Psy PPT - cleared
Statistic MT- Cleared
Brain and behavior MT- Cleared
Now left with:
Health Psy LR
Statistic R
Brain and behavior R
Learning and behavior R
Final Exam
I got a feeling I wont be able to meet my student in any way hahaha
faint!!!!!!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
A different me in this different year!
A different me in this different year!
Not sure why, but i do felt that I am different.
Started to fall in love with reading story books.:)
Is this a season?
Indeed is true people with great vision will definately face circumstance that will stumble their dreams.
Knowing that is never easy, but still i trust in Him.
I really got no idea how? But definately not giving up until the last!
Phew! God take over! Take further!
Like i said(before somewhere), this is the time i needed God most. Couldn't do without.
Not sure why, but i do felt that I am different.
Started to fall in love with reading story books.:)
Is this a season?
Indeed is true people with great vision will definately face circumstance that will stumble their dreams.
Knowing that is never easy, but still i trust in Him.
I really got no idea how? But definately not giving up until the last!
Phew! God take over! Take further!
Like i said(before somewhere), this is the time i needed God most. Couldn't do without.
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Happy New Year!
I am now living in 2010.
This will be my 21st year on earth.
Need to do some self- checking.
What have I achieved after all these years?
Studies?
Completed my
-PSLE in 2001 with the result of 205
-O'level in 2005 with the result of L1R5 21pt
-Diploma in MIT in 2009 with GPA 2.5
-Advanced diploma in SOT in 2009 overall A and 34 credits
Currently conquering
-Degree/Master in Psych
Hmmm from the statistic can see that I am really a average student in adcademic.
My best result was studying theology! 10 A, 1B, 1C
Hmm What to say? Though the knowlegde taught was really good! But i guess i just had more interest in my Heavenly Father Business than the rest!
hmm not bad an acheievment in study i guess? I am not that kind of a top student but at least i gotten all i needed to get and i am in Uni now! James Cook University is a treasure found. Those that went OBS will know hahaha....
Career?
What have i did?
- 1st job with cooperate company is in my 17, work as admin ast @ SMRT in the year 2007 earning i think 6.5 per hour
(all thanks to KRISTY!)
-2nd job with cooperate company is my 20 intern with Philips int he year 2009 earning only 500 per monthin i think.
( all thanks to NYP..hahaha)
-3rd job reliefing in Northlight School in my 20 earning $65 per day.
Tuition is a job that i have took up since 2007
-1 st tuition was when i am 17, pay was really lousy only have 65 per month for 1 student
( if i am not wrong that is about $8 per hr.)
-2nd tuition had a sightly higher rate about $10 per hr
-3rd tuition came only when i am 18 that is much better 250 per month
(but because of the frequency is about $13 per hr)
-Subsequent tuition case was then a breakthrough for me
I guess this will help to contrast my income rises more:
17 yr Old -highest income $65 per month / $8 per hour
18 yr Old- highest income $315 per month / avg $9 per hour
19 yr old- highest income $365 per month / avg $12 per hour
20 yr Old- highest income $2000 per month / avg $30 per hour
All thanks to God! If not for Him I wouldn't had such a great breakthrough.
I am a full time undergrade.
I am devoted Christian. (attending church and serving God every week faithfully )
I am in JCU music band ( guitarsit- weekly practise tgt for ocasion performance)
I had weekly family gathering for both Dad and Mum.
At the same time I am earning good:)
Many people says balance is the key.
But i would say God is the one that made balance our key!
I never doubted on what God can do in me. Because i have tasted His goodness and grace in my life. Old saying in church says : one touch from heaven and you will never be the same.
I had mine have you?
I shared the same sorrow , struggles and weakness most people had. I did broke down many times due to the stress and burden that is upon me. But each time i fall i know i am falling on good hands. My God have supported me through i am not ashame to share, because He really did. Thank you Father! I love you !
I am setting my feet on your foot step in 2010 no regrets!
Now this is my 21st year!
I am targetting
1) more insight and revelation to get me closer with God
2) being better testimony
3) CG growth 30
4) Dist for all subjects
5) giving another 100 more to parents
6) earning 2500 per month.
7) 2 Mission trips in 2010
8) Integrate 10 personal friends in CG
Is is Good to start your year with targets so that you can plan way before to succeed!
I had bought 1 table organiser, 1 book organiser and 2 calendars what a way to start my year hahah!
This will be my 21st year on earth.
Need to do some self- checking.
What have I achieved after all these years?
Studies?
Completed my
-PSLE in 2001 with the result of 205
-O'level in 2005 with the result of L1R5 21pt
-Diploma in MIT in 2009 with GPA 2.5
-Advanced diploma in SOT in 2009 overall A and 34 credits
Currently conquering
-Degree/Master in Psych
Hmmm from the statistic can see that I am really a average student in adcademic.
My best result was studying theology! 10 A, 1B, 1C
Hmm What to say? Though the knowlegde taught was really good! But i guess i just had more interest in my Heavenly Father Business than the rest!
hmm not bad an acheievment in study i guess? I am not that kind of a top student but at least i gotten all i needed to get and i am in Uni now! James Cook University is a treasure found. Those that went OBS will know hahaha....
Career?
What have i did?
- 1st job with cooperate company is in my 17, work as admin ast @ SMRT in the year 2007 earning i think 6.5 per hour
(all thanks to KRISTY!)
-2nd job with cooperate company is my 20 intern with Philips int he year 2009 earning only 500 per monthin i think.
( all thanks to NYP..hahaha)
-3rd job reliefing in Northlight School in my 20 earning $65 per day.
Tuition is a job that i have took up since 2007
-1 st tuition was when i am 17, pay was really lousy only have 65 per month for 1 student
( if i am not wrong that is about $8 per hr.)
-2nd tuition had a sightly higher rate about $10 per hr
-3rd tuition came only when i am 18 that is much better 250 per month
(but because of the frequency is about $13 per hr)
-Subsequent tuition case was then a breakthrough for me
I guess this will help to contrast my income rises more:
17 yr Old -highest income $65 per month / $8 per hour
18 yr Old- highest income $315 per month / avg $9 per hour
19 yr old- highest income $365 per month / avg $12 per hour
20 yr Old- highest income $2000 per month / avg $30 per hour
All thanks to God! If not for Him I wouldn't had such a great breakthrough.
I am a full time undergrade.
I am devoted Christian. (attending church and serving God every week faithfully )
I am in JCU music band ( guitarsit- weekly practise tgt for ocasion performance)
I had weekly family gathering for both Dad and Mum.
At the same time I am earning good:)
Many people says balance is the key.
But i would say God is the one that made balance our key!
I never doubted on what God can do in me. Because i have tasted His goodness and grace in my life. Old saying in church says : one touch from heaven and you will never be the same.
I had mine have you?
I shared the same sorrow , struggles and weakness most people had. I did broke down many times due to the stress and burden that is upon me. But each time i fall i know i am falling on good hands. My God have supported me through i am not ashame to share, because He really did. Thank you Father! I love you !
I am setting my feet on your foot step in 2010 no regrets!
Now this is my 21st year!
I am targetting
1) more insight and revelation to get me closer with God
2) being better testimony
3) CG growth 30
4) Dist for all subjects
5) giving another 100 more to parents
6) earning 2500 per month.
7) 2 Mission trips in 2010
8) Integrate 10 personal friends in CG
Is is Good to start your year with targets so that you can plan way before to succeed!
I had bought 1 table organiser, 1 book organiser and 2 calendars what a way to start my year hahah!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Christmas Feel
This christmas really made me felt alot.
All the exams , projects and work made the most of it!
Everyone has stress, everyone have problems and everyone has a need.
Meeting need is a cycles of life.
I meet the need of others -> others meet my needs
Some people only meet needs, some people only want needs to be met.
how different can this be? :)
People that only meet needs are people that always satisfied. Cause as they meet the needs of others their needs are met by God!
Contrary for those that always wanted needs to be met by others can never be satisfield cause one day they will realise the need they have is beyond what man can meet.
Prove it? look at the word of God itself
Proverbs 12:14 A man will be satisfied with good by the fruit of his words, And the deeds of a man's hands will return to him.
John 6:35
35Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.
We can choose what we want to be!
All the exams , projects and work made the most of it!
Everyone has stress, everyone have problems and everyone has a need.
Meeting need is a cycles of life.
I meet the need of others -> others meet my needs
Some people only meet needs, some people only want needs to be met.
how different can this be? :)
People that only meet needs are people that always satisfied. Cause as they meet the needs of others their needs are met by God!
Contrary for those that always wanted needs to be met by others can never be satisfield cause one day they will realise the need they have is beyond what man can meet.
Prove it? look at the word of God itself
Proverbs 12:14 A man will be satisfied with good by the fruit of his words, And the deeds of a man's hands will return to him.
John 6:35
35Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.
Look it Mother Theresa alone all her life she have been giving and giving and giving, going around meetings many needs of people but comepare the frequency of us hearing her givings and her taking which has more weight? But afterall did Mother Theresa ever complain that no one love her, or neglect her? Atleast to what i have know of it is a straight definate NO! What a great attitude we can learn. A quote from her (Mother Theresa): "I am a little pencil in the hand of a writing God who is sending a love letter to the world. "
Well, let alone decide the truth is.We can choose what we want to be!
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